I don’t know why I’m treating you nicely. I don’t understand why I’m slowly kind of letting you back in my life when I had left you out for however long that was? I know it’s because I grew out of that anger and hatred phase. I’m so done running away and feeling that deep anger. I am currently fighting every hate bone that I have in my body every time we come in contact. I’m done. I just want to be civil. No one said it’d be easy.
If I really didn’t care about hurting you, I’d tell you everything that I know about that person. It’d be my
sweet satisfaction to tell you all of it. But this isn’t the third grade. We don’t simply tell on each other and destroy others’ lives. We just sit and wait for karma to do her dirty work.
…At least that’s what I do. And whether you know or not, it’s just a dilemma for you anyways. Lol…you just got it bad. But as harsh as it may sound coming from me, you deserved that shit anyways.
And I am sorry that you had to put up with that. Or nevermind…I’m not sorry. Because you probably didn’t even know.
Good luck with what happens in the future… because according to what I know, you’re going to need it.
All I know is, I’m really stupid for caring about you and deciding to get back in contact with you. But it’s called forgiveness. You truly don’t deserve my forgiveness though but I’m moving past all the bs. I shouldn’t care about you though.
There you have it. Keep it sweet and lovely, folks. ;-*