I feel like this went nowhere in a sense. I still feel an emptiness inside but I suppose I received my answers. All I can do is leave everything as it is because there’s nothing else I can do to fix my minor predicaments about the situation. You can’t always make people understand you.
"Keep moving forward and never look back" is what they tell me. And I did. But then I swallowed my pride and went against my gut to relieve this weight that has been built over time off of my shoulders. When I go against my gut, there’s always consequences. Always. But I’d be more content knowing all the answers and be burned by the truth rather than abandoned in the cold with lies. Any day. I dislike dishonesty. But… no one is the same. Some of us are honest. Some of us aren’t. Some of us are caring. Some of us aren’t. I’ve come to accept the fact that sometimes you don’t get treated the same way you treat the other person at the end of the day. All you have to do is let things be and act in a respectful manner… Because life goes on. And you know what they say, you have to go through a couple bad guys to get to the good one. I’ll live by that. We will all get someone we deserve within time.